Why run away from Him? He doesn't want to hurt you, does he? What have you done?
He watches from the darkest corner of your room, waiting for the precise moment. For what exactly? Well for you to finally realize His presence, of course. He drives people mad, creating chaos in the world, destroying sanity and everything good. Well, that's what people say. Those are the ones that haven't seen Him, experienced what some 'lucky' others have. The truth has not been spoken of, or at least not for a long time. Who will speak first?
Why would they choose you, of all people? You've done nothing, just as everyone else. The only special ones will get taken away and never seen again. Why remember them? Why do you want to become one?